Today I have this knowing that I must trust in me more. It is a bit scattered of a world and to know what to do next can only be found in me. To trust I know my next step. I know what to do in all things according to my own inner wisdom. To embody this fully. To trust in me.
As I consider this, the snow picture is so appropriate. For the first feeling or visceral experience of trusting me is like a filling. A sitting here and filling up so I feel grounded in trusting myself. Feeling fully what that is in my body. As such, I first sit still as I consider I fully trust myself.
As I feel that filling, I relax. I exhale fully. I feel calm and settled. I can relax. I can let go of any tension in my body. There is a ton of tension I realize as I do this. I start stretching my neck, feeling out pains. I just breathe and let trusting in myself fully settle in.
I felt this before but I want to live in it. To embody this centering, this safety, this security. Thinking that i know my life more than any other could. I know myself and my ways, my dreams, my desires more than anyone. Of course I know the best way to express. Seems so obvious.
Maybe some need to trust the larger world and that have this self trust, this self reliance fully. I trust the larger world I trust things are becoming and we are supported in many ways. I am learning the trust of me as the individual. That I am best when I express the true inner me. Often the one that the world seemed to quelch..
Yet here I am trusting in myself. Knowing it is time to be my uniqueness, my special sparkle of Lyn. The age of individuality is upon us. The more you are of yourself is the more you are of you. How funny at this point in experience, I am learning to trust me. Be fully on my side and make choices by what I think, feel and desire regardless of others ideas about it.
Trust in you. Trust in that if we are shine our uniqueness, a collabrative world will come about. This new way of us being ourselves, will bring in a new way we relate to each other. There won't be all these masks of ourselves playing roles. Hiding things, often our gifts.
Perhaps a dose of trust in ourselves with a dose of trust in the world is necessary. Do we believe that in the end it is all good? The happily ever after? Can we create it? Does it exist? Somewhere it does for we have thought of it. Our hearts imagine it. So perhaps a world where we trust in ourselves and express ourselves ever more fully, we will find more peace and relax about. Like this snow makes us feel as we sit in the receiving of it.
I am taking the leap to trust more in myself. To feel that frequency fully in myself. To live from that center, that loci, that spot inside. Relaxed, filling, settling in. A patience that feels good.
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