Expansion of the Heart

We are all living in this most incredible time of much switch, shift and shake. I don't know if it is my age or the 2012, a bit of both I presume. Today, I felt like new energies were coming forward to my heart. It was opening but scary, I was half hyperventilating and just going breath to breath. I had tears and giggles all in one and the feeling of swirling about my heart.

As everyone, I am going through changes and a shift in cycle. The garden is over, my daughter back at school, my life open to new things yet the details are sketchy. Part of the feeling is just to allow the newness of being open to settle in. It is frightening but exhilarating all in one. We all are doing, seeking and expanding in new ways. This is not always easy or feel good, not bad either just different. Sometimes the next breath and breathing is all you can focus on. We have so much change in things this year. Each day something else odd occurs, we are shifting so it is a mix.

I have heard it is about the expansion of our hearts. I have heard it is about bringing the money which is based in the root, to a higher form in the heart. It is about appreciation, leaving the survival mentality behind and raising toward the heart with creation that is based in contributions. A shift from What can I get for this to what can I create to add unto the world. Giving your self toward the world in your contribution of your gifts rather than surviving. I feel my heart and am experiencing whatever this is. It is mighty and powerful but makes no sense quite yet in everydayness.

Here we are a this time of great turmoil and great hope. It has been called the time of shift in all old traditions, all belief systems, and science alerts us that the earth has all kinds of eclipses, and fires and asteroids. Many cycles upon cycles are changing, ending, renewing, beginning over. I feel it within my own life and in the world about me. I feel it in my heart. Something is occurring and I am breathing my way through.

I post this for others that may feel this in their lives. They are not alone, I am there with you in uncertainty, hope and confusion. It is part of what we are supposed to be doing. It is okay. I get frightful in moments, I feel a letting go that seems to hurt yet is necessary. It is about our lives, each of us in different ways. we are right where we belong. Yes we are all shifting and we get to create a new way. What is next has never been before, we grow through the cycle. It is good to expand but it is not so lovely as it sounds. There is mystery, uncertainty and faith that mixes while growing. It is unpredictable. But we are here purposefully.

So I am in the expansion of the heart as well. I breathe through it and am opening. I don't know the solution but I know it is time. So I join you in creating the next place we will be. Of course no day in life has been here before so we have to just open instead of reaching back to what we know. It is the only way to grow toward the sun says the flower. In the open air is mystery but only then does the bloom come forth in the unknown space around it!

Love and light to all as we expand our hearts together.